Blank....

Blank...seperti isi otak ku akhir2 ini...terlebih lagi jika aku inget semua itu..aku nggak tau mesti mulai dari mana untuk ngobatin hati ku...tpi aku terus diam...tak ada yg bisa membantuku selain aku sendiri.
aku ingin jadi makhluk tuhan dengan sejuta rasa maaf buat semua orang yg sengaja nyakitin aku...maaf untuk semua orang yang datang hanya untuk ngancurin hati ku..lagi..dan lagi...
melawan semua prinsip hidup yang aku pegang kuat bukan hal yg gampang...detik ini aku tertawa dengan semua pengkhianatan itu...namun di detik lain aku menangisi semuanya...menangisi semua perih yang dengan sengaja dia toreh dihatiku...periihh...
perih saat aku coba berdiri dan harus terjatuh lagi...perih ketika aku coba kumpulkan semua kepingan hati ku yg hancur dulu dan semua sia2......perih ketika aku bayangkan kembali..betapa hancur hati ku terkhianati cinta yang aku jaga.....
aku cuma makhluk tuhan biasa..yg punya hati dan bisa ngrasain sakit...
ya allah ya rab...izinkan aku lupakan semua ini....

At first I was afraid

I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here without that look upon your face
I should have changed that fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I,

I will survive
Yeah

As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone whose lovin' me
Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumple?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?


Oh not I,

I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give

I will survive,

I will survive

Yeah, yeah

Buaya Buntung...!!!!!!!!

Yes...lagi pengen ngomongin yg namanya Buaya Buntung....pernah gak sih kepikiran apa visi dan misi tuh si makhluk gatel yang namanya BUAYA BUNTUNG...?????? atau mungkin salah satu dari kalian si BUAYA nya ..??????Huuuuffffffffffftttttttttttttttt.......................klo iya buruan bunuh diri aja...!!!sebelum aku musnahiinnn.......

Nyadar gak sih lu..WWWOOOIIII..............**si buaya** ..idup kalian tuh penuhhhhh dengan sumpah..termasuk gw nih yg nyumpahin kalian....mules sebulan......I HATE BUAYA BUNTUNGGGGGGG...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apes nya lagi..aku salah satu korban makhluk gatel itu...ooohhh nnoooo....serasa mimpi buruk buat aku...dengkul ku lemeesss**jawa mode ON**....napas ku sesaakk...mo teriak..mo nampar..pokoknya komplittt......Otak ku full mikiri mo ngapain lagi abis ni..yg pasti idupku gak kan ancur apalagi berakhir gara "buaya buntung"..
mungkin aku bakalan nangis 7 hari 7 malam...tapi yachh..segitu doank....
buat yg belum pernah jadi korban nih makhluk gatel..aku saranin hati2 aja......nggak semua orang kliatan Baek tuh beneran baek...sok cool ma cewek padahal rakus juga...pokoknya lebih jeli aja ...
untuk temen2 yg dah jadi korban...sabar aja..tuhan gak tidur...ntar juga kena gampar tuh si Buaya....tinggal tunggu waktu aja...atau klo gak sabar ..buruan basmi bersama2..hayukkkk aku bantuin.....